at brother's wedding

at brothers wedding dinner, as usual got all the girlfriend questions. and just seeing my brother's wedding photos n all the funny quips from the solemnisation n morning of the wedding day.... makes me miss u so much. especially the songs they are playing during the dinner. we'd look so gd n smart together... but, oh well. plus can't walk properly, so hobbling everywhere, wouldve been nice to hv my muscly stable mooks to hold onto n smile at n hold closer. miss u soooooooooo much

wimbledon

since 9.30 pm last night (it's 4.30 in the morning) been glued to the TV watching the wimbledon men's finals.it was thoroughly exciting and dramatic and nail-biting and excruciating to watch.... and the worst part was... that i couldn't share that with you. i have NEVER wanted to sms u so much.... and kept mentally slapping myself on the hand. especially every-time they cut to federer's girlfriend, my mind would ring super loudly with your voice with some snarky comment about buffets :)

how r u now baby? do u miss me too?

for good

wierd week. busy as always... then yesterday whilst i was shifting stuff around, a 1TB hard rive fell on my foot and slice a huge gash right across the top of it. soaked through half a towel before i could hobble across the road to get stitches and get 10 days off. then managed to download the musical wicked. someone got a video camera into the theatre and managed to get it on tape. was crying like mad watching... and when i heard this song, i just thought of you... and i miss u like crazy baby.

ELPHABA You're the only friend I've ever had.
GLINDA And I've had so many friends. But only one-- that mattered.

(sings)
I'VE HEARD IT SAID
THAT PEOPLE COME INTO OUR LIVES FOR A REASON
BRINGING SOMETHING WE MUST LEARN
AND WE ARE LED
TO THOSE WHO HELP US MOST TO GROW
IF WE LET THEM
AND WE HELP THEM IN RETURN
WELL, I DON'T KNOW IF I BELIEVE THAT'S TRUE
BUT I KNOW I'M WHO I AM TODAY
BECAUSE I KNEW YOU...

LIKE A COMET PULLED FROM ORBIT
AS IT PASSES A SUN

LIKE A STREAM THAT MEETS A BOULDER
HALFWAY THROUGH THE WOOD
WHO CAN SAY IF I'VE BEEN CHANGED FOR THE BETTER?
BUT BECAUSE I KNEW YOU
I HAVE BEEN CHANGED FOR GOOD …

ELPHABA IT WELL MAY BE

THAT WE WILL NEVER MEET AGAIN
IN THIS LIFETIME
SO LET ME SAY BEFORE WE PART
SO MUCH OF ME
IS MADE OF WHAT I LEARNED FROM YOU
YOU'LL BE WITH ME
LIKE A HANDPRINT ON MY HEART
AND NOW WHATEVER WAY OUR STORIES END
I KNOW YOU HAVE RE-WRITTEN MINE
BY BEING MY FRIEND...

LIKE A SHIP BLOWN FROM ITS MOORING
BY A WIND OFF THE SEA
LIKE A SEED DROPPED BY A SKYBIRD
IN A DISTANT WOOD
WHO CAN SAY IF I'VE BEEN CHANGED FOR THE BETTER?
BUT BECAUSE I KNEW YOU...

GLINDA BECAUSE I KNEW YOU...
BOTH BECAUSE I KNEW YOU, I HAVE BEEN CHANGED FOR GOOD...
ELPHABA AND JUST TO CLEAR THE AIR
I ASK FORGIVENESS
FOR THE THINGS I'VE DONE YOU BLAME ME FOR

GLINDA BUT THEN, I GUESS WE KNOW
THERE'S BLAME TO SHARE

BOTH AND NONE OF IT SEEMS TO MATTER ANYMORE
___

[They sing simultaneously]

GLINDA LIKE A COMET PULLED FROM ORBIT/AS IT PASSES A SUN/
LIKE A STREAM THAT MEETS A BOULDER/ HALF-WAY THROUGH THE WOOD

ELPHABA LIKE A SHIP BLOWN OFF ITS MOORING/BY A WIND OFF THE
SEA/ LIKE A SEED DROPPED BY A BIRD IN THE WOOD
___

BOTH WHO CAN SAY IF I'VE BEEN CHANGED FOR THE BETTER?
I DO BELIEVE I HAVE BEEN CHANGED FOR THE BETTER

GLINDA AND BECAUSE I KNEW YOU...

ELPHABA BECAUSE I KNEW YOU...

BOTH BECAUSE I KNEW YOU... I HAVE BEEN CHANGED FOR GOOD.