thursdays watch the walls instead

wednesday night, capital tower. usual dinner at maxwell. a part of my routine you aren't part of because of it being a weeknight. and the first time EVER there was a white lexus is250, and i had to see it. what a way to distract me from thinking about you eh?

even before that... during the relaxation portion of the balance class at capital... i kept thinking back on the days where u used to attend my sunday balance class... and how i'd always sneakily hold your hand while doing the meditation section just because the gym would be quiet.

capital doesn't open on sundays anymore. just started me thinking on things that have changed since 4 years ago. some of the things we shared or places we went to that aren't there anymore...

and again i ask " how was your day today baby?" "hope u r good" and i miss + love you